happy contentedness?
i'm... really happy right now.
I'm dead tired from starting ballet today, then going to class from 5-7:30 then working 8-Close (which is 2am, scheduled), my feet hurt like all hell, i ate waaaaaaaay too much junk today, and i'm breaking out really randomly all over my chest and back, and rob ross never showed up for our class we were supposed to be taking together to day... but I'm really happy nonetheless.

I have one of the most randomly best friends ever who just makes me smile and be happy or laugh when I see him, regardless of whether he's doing anything particularly good or nice at the moment. then again, he often is, so. haha.
A boy I think is absolutely adorable seems to like me, and whether he actually does or not or whether ANYTHING happens it makes me happy to see him and get the really good hug he gives me when I go out of my way to hug him goodbye. And I get to pull the silly girl card and scheme about bumping into him, and looking good when i do it, so that is always fun. hahaha.
Work isn't all bad. We've been stressing out for so long that I think people are forgetting that we don't need to. Everything got done and we were out of there before 1:30 and no one had a bad night, and we all goofed off or wasted some amount of time.
Spending more and more time with afshawn, amanda, and carson also makes me very happy. I especially love when they come to Earl's to hang out while I am working.
The boys of above said comments are making a point of telling me when they appreciate things I've done. its really... its really nice.

anyways.
all I meant to really say was that I'm uncommonly wrapped in happy-glow, and don't feel like its a deflateable one, because its despite alllll the arguments i've been making for myself for ages that things aren't as good as they seem.
:)

i really really wish the same on everyone at some point this year. (if every day were like this. we wouldn't be able to appreciate it when it hits. that's why this year, not all the time. :] )